Sunday, January 30, 2005
feeling down tis few days..dunno y..mayb too tired le ba..tml going to sch again! hate the 2pid sch..miss the old days..miss the sec sch life..dunno y, since the 1st day of ite i dun feel lik studying..tis yr is totally different from last last..nth to push me 4ward to study! unlik last yr, i loved going to sch...think tat's e onli yr i enjoyed going to sch ba..me n ting mayb wil go back on CNY eve to visit the trs n c hw he's doing...hope he's still alive..ha..nv c him for 3mths plus le ba..kinda miss him..haha...but dun wu hui..i no motive de..even hav he also won't shang dang de..ha..realise tat i've changed alot during tis few mths in fact tis 1yr plus..lik the way i behave last yr..but hate the way i'm behaving nw! seems tat nth's bothering me anymore,behaving happily in sch..but inside my heart, i couldn't take it anymore! gonna suffer from a breakdown soon..dunno who to go to...in fact no 1....feel lik going to place where no 1 knows me n be myself! the real me! the pro is, i dun even noe which's the real me!!!!
posted by regina koh @ 9:52 PM