i gonna let go. sooner or later.
Wednesday, March 22, 2006


i'm back to wk.. aft telling boss i wanna quit, she called bk an hr later telling me tt she transfer me to harbourfront instead of tampines.. okay, fine, den i went bk to wk lor..

these two days were tough!

mon:
reached there at 10am n realised tt i was e earliest.. called boss, she said shi hui's reachin.. den shi hui n me went shopping while waiting for boss to come.. ard 10.30pm, bosses reached n we started to clean up e shop den PASTE PRICE TAG... it might sound easy but it'd b tiring if u continue doing it for 2 days... it's e 1st day so we were "release" at 6.30pm.. n i tot boss was so kind..

tues:
shi hui was transferred to tampines so i got to wk wif other outlets colleagues.. e wk continued... but this time not until 6.30pm, we wk till 10.45pm!!! 12.75hrs!!! i was pretty lucky cos i managed to "chase" e LAST bus at hg interchange!!! reachin hm at 11.35pm i think.. n i couldn't recognise myself for i'd become so haggard aft 12.75hrs of torture...

posted by regina koh @ 1:04 PM



Sunday, March 19, 2006


I QUITTED MY JOB LE!!!

i called boss juz nw cos she didnt cal me to inform me my schedule. when she heard my voice she said "oh regina, from tml onwards u'll b going to tampines until april." "i told i was supposed to b at harbout front?" i replied.. she said cos i couldn't wk 6days full at harbout front so she transfer me to tampines. SIAO! den i tel her immediately tt i wanna quit.. she said will cAl bk but hasn't.

anyway, i intent to wk until end of tis mth onli so it doesn't make much diffi if i quit nw. e onli BIG diffi is; I CAN'T GET MY NEW HP!! -_-"

now, i got sufficient time to rest, tv, shopping, blah blah blah...

posted by regina koh @ 7:26 PM



Saturday, March 18, 2006


i'm sick. i couldn't even slp last nite. my throat was hurting badly. went to clinic to c doc tis morning b4 meetibng jac to collect my facial mask which i ordered a mth ago. feel much more better aft taking e medicine n a nap.

hmm boss hasn't cal yet. so i dunno when to start wk yet. hopefully is mon not tml okay. cos i dun hav much chance to off on sun hehe.. hope she juz cal tml la.. haha..

anyway lets pray tt i get well b4 mon so i could concentrate on earning MONEY!!!!!

posted by regina koh @ 7:03 PM



Friday, March 17, 2006


i've finally finished e vcd "bei shang lian ge".. OMG! e ending was.............sickeing! y most korea shows' lead actor/actress got to die in e end?! i'm veri disappointed wif e ending.. the couple finally made their way to b together n getting married soon den e guy kanna shot by gun n e bullet shd actu shoot his fren u noe! y he so 2pid so "catch" e bullet?!

i was pissed off e veri 1st moment when i woke up tis morning. my maid told me tt my favourite S&K t-shirt was kanna bleach! WTH! thoguh e shirt isn't ex which i could afford to buy 1 more BUT she didn't even apologise! she even told me these "next time dun anyhow throw ur shirt, juz leave ur shirt there n i'll wash for u" OMG! wat's e attitude?! nw, my shirt kanna bleach n she said tt to me? hw would i noe e pail of water has bleach?! i wasn't informed!

posted by regina koh @ 11:21 PM



Thursday, March 16, 2006


i went shopping wif ting!! finally we get to meet for shopping haha...

i bought a bag, skirt (but not e type i reali lik la but e 50% offer tempted me), a belt n of cos chocolates haha... we ate yoshinoya for dinner.. shit e lady la.. dun i look lik a student? no student meal jiu value meal lor.. i got money to pay okay! :P

we walked ard bugis street aft dinner.. saw lotsa things we liked but i didn't bring along enough cash as well as atm card.. e low prices items tempt me!! i feel lik going there again tml if ting doesn't nd to wk tml.. hehe...

ard 8 plus, papa went bugis fetched us. we went srg to fetch mama den ting n me walked pass $1 shop.. saw celia n pei shan.. hmm heard tat from next week i think, 1 person tends shop cos outside would b rent to others.. OMG heng i quittted!! haha...

posted by regina koh @ 9:51 PM



Tuesday, March 14, 2006


a gd n bad news...

gd news: i dun hav to wk full on thurs anymore for i'm off from thurs to sun

bad news: i'm going to b transfered to HABRONT FRONT from next mon onwards!

WTF! lao ban liang called me juz nw. i wasn't shocked of wat she said for i've noe wat she wanna say.. she intent to let me wk 6 DAYS FULL!!! OMG!! i rejected immediately n told her tt e most i could take is 2 full day per week e rest is up to 8 hrs onli!

i reali feel lik quitting but i nd to earn at least a thousand b4 i do so. i haven reach e thousand target yet.. plus i dun wish to stay at hm n think of unnecessary stuffs...

i'm going to ask if there's any OT pay for wking hrs more den 42.5 per week if not, i wan dem to gif me allowance for bus n mrt fare..

for e sake of my new hp, i gonna tolerant until end of tis mth!!!

posted by regina koh @ 10:00 PM



Monday, March 13, 2006


i'm tired! super multiple tired! i wk FULL ytd okay! juz received jessie's cal, she said camelia cannot wk on tis thurs. so............. I GOT TO WK FULL AGAIN!!! ARGHZ!!!

actu dun wanna agree at 1st but camelia had agreed to change shift wif me next week so i can get to off on wed for my check-up. hmm since she agreed to help me, den i also got to help me bk rite? haha...

tml off. den wk wed, thurs, fri, sat, sun, mon, tues............. continuously 7 DAYS!!!!!!!!! OMG!!! i wonder will i become a FOOL aft i wk FULL? hmm okay i noe its lame la those who're reading tis can dun laugh, i dun mind :P

anyway wking more hrs isn't tt bad actually. at least i can earn a few more bucks den can buy myself a few more stuffs rite.. plus wking kills time mah...

finally, i can go SHOPPING tml! it's been such a long time since i went shopping! n tml is wif mama somemore, can bring less cash out :P

seriously, i nd a jacket, new skirt n new top for i'm getting tired of most of my outfits...

posted by regina koh @ 6:57 PM



Thursday, March 09, 2006


i saw his msn pic to b a gal's photo. a pretty gal. i smsed him n asked hw's he. of cos we started a conversation via sms. n i "lead" him to e qns of galfrens. he said he won't hav gf for e time-being. OMG! stop all those sickening lies! i cried tt nite n told mama e main reason y i quitted. she's shocked!

mama said; i'm xing fu le. though he no longer lik me but he did.

i rather he nv lik me b4!

i've stopped thinkin of e meaning of "to be loved". since his heart is no longer wif me, no point i continue to b sad n crying everyday for him. i MUST b happy! keeping some1 who doesn't lik u anymore in ur mind hurts more den trying hard to 4get! i rmbed i said i nd n wan at least an explaination from him but nw, i DUN WAN it anymore! i juz wan to b happy :)

I'M SURE I'LL FIND SOME1 BETTER DEN U! U'RE NTH!!!

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btw, i'm "accepted" by ITE bishan again!!! yeah!!! accounting course seh.. imagine few yrs later i'll b a OL!!! ARGHZ!!! wat a boring job!

posted by regina koh @ 6:14 PM



Tuesday, March 07, 2006


i went for e company dinner ytd. i rushed hm to change aft poly clinic. in e end, i'm e earliest to reach hg interchange. keke. den isabel n me took 72 to tampines for e venue was at tampines mall.

met jessie too. we got a hard time figuring out which floor e restuarant was. it was actually at 3rd floor. Paris Buffet Restuarant? hmm i think so la.. got Paris jiu dui le haha. e restuarant is damn high clz sia. i admit i'm abit suai gu la haha. heard e buffet price for each person is $30++ n boss treated over 30+ ppl... wow so generous sia haha.. as usual, i took some pics there but using bel's hp. :P

e dinner was nice. e cakes was SUPER DELICIOUS!!! we're pretty "stupid" la cos we chose those "cheap" food which can easily get from outside haha.. i think those who r reading tis might say i'm reali damn stupid cos i didn't take e lobster!!! hmm e most ex food i ate i think is e "taste more lik water de shark fins"...

boss n lady boss r kind. they r friendly. boss asked if i could get use e job by nw. of cos i replied "yes".. i wonder y, everyone in e company treats me well yet i still hav some regrets of quitting $1 shop.

i'm still trying hard to figure out wat's e meaning of "to be loved"...

wat i need nw is;
happiness
xin fu de gan jue
wo zhi yao xin fu

posted by regina koh @ 4:12 PM



Sunday, March 05, 2006


i think i'm e next to b fired! i made 'mistakes' whenever boss is there -_-" oh no! she's been saying e same things to me whenever she sees me "regina, serve e customers! do e other things onli when there's no customers." OMG! does she noe tt letting customers to choose wat they nd is more impt den following dem ard e shop? plus, i say 'hello' to every customers who walk in okay! :P

tml wk till 3pm. hmm going to polyclinic to take my report. e heart n lungs de.

I WAN A NEW HP!!! wif all e lastest functions!!! i wan to earn money for a new hp!!

so, boss, pls fire me aft sch reopens okay? :P

posted by regina koh @ 9:52 PM



Saturday, March 04, 2006


i sms him last nite but no reply from him. once he c my nick on msn, he put 'busy' n changed to 'online' right aft i change my nick. i reali couldn't take it anymore so i did a ridiculous thing today. not for once but twice! i dunno when i've become lik tt. i was nv lik tt b4! i think i've changed. i'm trying hard to change for e better. to become a more positive person. but i think no 1 esp him will 4gif when i did. i mean, is e reason "i did it cos i love him too much n i reali can't 4gif him" a gd one or stupid? or those who r reading tis might think tt i'm stupid or wanting to put e fault aside by giving e above reason. i dunno but i hope e above reason given isn't e REAL reason. i would rather e reason is; i reali CHANGED den can't 4getting him!

anyway, today i wk wif jessic n isabel. oh my! isabel is reali hyper active!!! haha! she tok n laugh non-stop n e way she drink water reali scares me! she brought 2 bottles of water! BIG bottles okay. n yet she can said she 'lack of water' during aft noon -_-". but it's fun wking wif her, i was actually feeling pretty upset n feel lik crying tis morning but e way she treats ppl made me laugh n feel much more better :)

i heard tt there's a company dinner next mon so shops will close at 3pm. erm i not sure whether a part timer lik me who juz joined e company was invited anot haha.

is there a medicine which can cure my 'illness'? which means i can 4get whatever unhappy things which i dun wanna to rmb anymore! i juz wan a new life!

my chest is hurting now, yes NOW!





posted by regina koh @ 6:58 PM



Friday, March 03, 2006


the old same sentence. I AM TIRED!!!

no choice la cos i'm reali tired hehe.. wk until 6pm today cos Isabel is late -_-".. she's supposed to come at 4.30pm but she called (or jessie cal her?i dunno) n said tt she wanna wk 6pm de -_-"... den i got e "chance" to earn 5bucks more hehe..

saw ALOT of familiar faces tis 3 days. dao neh went into e shop n find me today. hmm i'm sry for my sux attitude BUT frens, PLS kindly do not disturb me when i'm wking okay, there's camera on top of my head sia. it's not tt i wanna act guai or wat but wking n outing r 2 different things! a "hello" is enough den anything unless u wanna but things from e shop i'm wking la den i can serve u lor. :P

jessie told me tt lao ban liang lik to fire ppl without reason.. i dunno hw true it is but heard tt at least 3 or 4 were fired by her suddenly. diaoz~ hope i'll not b fired n even she wanna fire me, pls let me wk until end of april la hehe..

i've "kept" lotsa stuffs which i lik in e shop. will but someday la. haha. still deciding on which earrings to buy. both r nice. hehe..

posted by regina koh @ 7:18 PM



Thursday, March 02, 2006


i can't believe i actually got e ENERGY to blog!

i'm tired. super multiply tired. my legs r breaking soon. i onli get to off once a week until e schedule change but i dun wish e schedule to b change! cos my schedule nw is; wed to mon (10am to 5pm). 7hrs! isn't it a great timing? e hrs was juz nice.

but boss said she might wan to change me to night shift (4.30pm to 10pm). hopefully she dun change anything la. hehe..

wking there is pretty fun. everyone (for now) is well n fun to get along wif. wat will happen next i dunno but aft wking for 2 days, nth much happen.


posted by regina koh @ 8:58 PM



Wednesday, March 01, 2006


rmb on my last entry i blog tt i'll b wking from 10.30am to 4.30pm? but today when i reached there, e lao ban niang (lady boss) asked me to wk FULL!!! OMG! i agree at 1st but aft some tots, i told (bluff) her i nd to reach hm by 6pm to take my gastric medi cos i onli brought along 1 tablet hehe..

i didn't noe she's e boss until my new colleague, Jessie told me. Jessic is an 'auntie' ba. she's quite nice. didn't bully me for e moment.

hmm i was pretty shocked of sth. u noe, usually when we wk as sales assistant or wat, i mean when we wk at somewhere we nd to handle cashier, normally we'll b taught hw to use e cash box aft a few days of training or even weeks! BUT boss taught me cashier today n she gave me chances to "touch" e cash box!

1 more interesting thing. i rmb when i was wking at $1 shop, outlet head calculate e pay, n in fact in any shops or company, heads/supervisors/manager calculate e pay for part timers. BUT, in tis funny company i'm currntly wking for, I WILL B CALCULATING MY OWN PAY N PASS IT TO BOSS! OMG! i nv expect there's such a boss who trust her employees so much u noe.

i asked Jessie abt e pay rate for public holiday. i tot her ans is "1.5 rate or no extra pay". BUT, e extra pay for public holidays is DOUBLE!!! i hopr i didn't hear anything wrong or she didn't say anything wrong. she even told me if i'm on off day n i am ask to wk last min, e pay on tt particular day will b 50% more!! 1 MORE LAST THING!!! STAFF DISCOUNT 20%!!!!!!!!!!

OMG!!! if e above information r real, i think my luck is wif me for getting such a nice job? aha!!

anyway, i dun wish to go to harbront front in future!!!

posted by regina koh @ 8:35 PM




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