i gonna let go. sooner or later.
Saturday, July 30, 2005


the camp has ended... came bk tis morning.. sian sia.. damn tired lor.. but was quite fun la though there inst any games organised.. hmm... we arranged to meet at 6.30 at hg cc.. but in e and end up shirley, ting n me waited for kim yen n cecilia til 7.15... we took cab there.. reach there abt 20 min time.. we set up tent n sat down for our dinner.. reali bth cecilia.. she got lotsa craps sia.. tok nonsence non-stop de..

den ard 12 plus lik tat, i was lying down wanna slp.. n i heard some1 screaming.. i went out n took a look.. saw ting came out from xiu ling they all de tent n said they bully her.. they asked me to go in wanna tel me ghost story.. ask me to sit in the middle, zip the tent n they count to 3... THEY RAPE ME!!! I WAS RAPED BY 5 GALS!!! haha!!! they tickle me non-stop!!! i scream lik hell!!! cos i'm reali reali afraid of tis!!!.. den when they finish "raping", they let me out.. when i walked out, saw lotsa eyes lookin at me curiously including mr chia's.. he asked "nd to cal police anot??" lame sia.. haha.. aft kanna "rape", i dun feel tired anymore.. haha.. went to buy coffe bean.. stayed awake till morning.. we played games eat in our tent.. 2pid cecilia got lotsa 2pid ideas for forfeit.. haha.. kim yen was e 1 who lose the most n did the most forfeit.. haha.. shirley n ting win throughout e games.. haha.. wanna wat the eat b4 coming out.. haha..

tis morning when we were leaving, grace saw police car.. den we walk forward abit to see.. we saw an uncle lying on the beach.. he's dead!! dunno is suicide or drop into the sea accidentally.. reali ke lian.. haiz.. life is always unopredictable..

aft tat, cecilia, grace n me share cab hm as we stayed quite near...

posted by regina koh @ 7:28 PM



Thursday, July 28, 2005


I am in sch rite nw..
both of our diskettes cannot open..
dunno y..
we’re nw doing a new ppt..
hav to start EVERYTHING again!!!
Biang..
we deleted most of the doc le..
but heng mrs chew allow us to hand in on mon..
was reali surprised tat she allow us to do so..
haha..
mayb she isn’t as bad as we tot ba..
haha…

posted by regina koh @ 5:05 PM



Wednesday, July 27, 2005


ARGHZ!!!!!!!!!

I GONNA KI SIAO LIAO!!

I CAN'T OPEN MY BSA PROJECT!!!

HOW???!!!!

GONNA HAND IN TML!!!

EVERYTHING CAN OPEN EXPECT THE PRESENTATION!!!!

HOW???!!!

ARGHZ!!!!!!!!

HOW CAN GOD TREATS ME IN SUCH A SELFISH WAY!!!!



p/s: hope ting's diskette is wking...

posted by regina koh @ 8:22 PM


fri is coming.. we stil haven find enough tents.. wei heng is gonna sponsor 2 BUT each tent can onli squeeze 3 ppl.. haha.. lame hor?? hw abt the remaining 18 ppl?? hw if it rains?? though most of dem say they dun wanna slp but things is veri to say de lor.. lik me, i'm sure i'll slp!! for sure.. cos lik wat ting always say, i'm a pig mah.. haha.. mr chia said he's buying 1 n wil lend to us if he reali buy 1.. hope tml will hear the gd news from him.. haha.. he veri gd sia.. keep on askin wat we still nd for e camp.. we ask for marshmellow n he agree to sponsor.. though he agree but i still think abit paiseh.. cos they say wanna but cake for him to celebrate his belated bday.. if wanna buy cake for him but he still sponsor the marshmellow lik abit weird n insincere (i mean e clz)... so later we decided dun wan e marshmellow le.. if wanna eat can but our own mah.. rite??? anyway, we're not those gain ben de.. :)

posted by regina koh @ 7:24 PM



Tuesday, July 26, 2005


today they asked us again.. asked whether we wan to join their bbq.. they said got bee hoon fried rice.. hmm.. seems more fillable.. aft some consideration (we reali went through considerations), we still maintain our own stand (eat outside)!!! haha.. as there will b some pro happens for sure so we decided to eat on our own.. we can choose wat we lik n also dun nd to face the "fakefulness" 1..

she's reali fake!! if u hate some1 alot n even speak ill of tat person, would u still act in front of her as if u're her only fren? if u asked me, i'll say "NO"! cos it's cruel! to me n others.. i 4got when was e last time i saw this scene b4 today.. i think is when i was in pri sch ba.. but i nv nv expect tis kind of childish fakeness thing will happen in ITE n in my clz!!! i reali feel disgrace!!! though i'm not as mature as the real adults but at least i wont do such a childish fakeness thing!

posted by regina koh @ 9:20 PM



Monday, July 25, 2005


i dun think i'll enjoy the camp.. i dun wan bbq! i dun wan water bomb! dun they think bbq is veri wasteful of money?! each person pay 10 bucks juz for those foods which onli stuff the mouth but not the stomach?! isnt tat ridiculous? okay.. i noe it'll sounds tat i'm stingy to fork out the 10 buck.. but i'm NOT! i'd rather spend e 10 bucks on mac, on rice, on sth which can fill my stomach! n i dun think i can get to fill my stomach juz dependin on those bbq food.. cos i dun think i'll eat alot, alot till e extend of "full".. in fact i shd say, i dun think i can get e "chance" to do so.. 1 important thing, i tot we're suppose to prepare our own food?? y nw become bbq?? i tot majority agree? i tot U also agree?? the "official" ones? but y suddenly change to bbq without our knowing?? i tot U always say tis camp is a CLZ THING?? i tot U always say we SHD ask the WHOLE CLZ for opinion instead of making our own decisions?? but y things can turn out lik tat n we're the LAST to noe! isnt tat unfair to us?? so wat even u ask us whether we mind? u've decide everything! though we say NO but u still insist doing in ur veri own ways! is tis cal "asking for our opinions"???!!! selfish bud!!

n i dun wan water bomb games or wat! dun u think it's super to make someone wet n u laugh as if u won lottery! cant u think of some real sporty games lik volleyball or wat.. OMG! i nv tot u ppl r so "capable" of thinkin games!! kids games!!

tis entry may seems lik ventin out my anger but sry I'M venting my angers!!! cant tolerant all tis! in fact not onli tis, n also some others! but dun wish to mention anymore juz hope tat everyone will try to b more considerate n LESS selfish to ppl.. those ppl shd noe hu they are!

*if sth isnt urs, it ISN'T urs!!! got it?!

posted by regina koh @ 8:21 PM



Saturday, July 23, 2005


ytd went to june's hse aft sch.. took 854 ther.. she stay at YISHUN!!! so far away from hougang sia.. but luckily i got direct bus to e interchange, den change 804 to her hse.. we did some nail art on those fake nails.. i think i was the lousiest amoung e 3 of us ba.. keke.. kinda regret to set up the stall actually.. keke..

left her hse at 5 plus.. wq went there too.. actu wanna go hm de but we saw FREE shettle bus to sembawang shoppin centre.. as we (dunno whether wq is counted anot.. haha!) belong to those gain beng type, we decided to take the shettle bus.. haha.. aft shoppiin at sembawang, we took e same bus ba.. we tot it's suppose to go bk to yishun interchange, but we were wrong!!! it turn a big big rd (abt 15 mins) n it came bk to sbw shoppin centre!! bang bang bang!! it was reali late le so we went to e nearest bus-stop n took 856 bk to e interchange.. finally finally finally, we reached interchange le.. n took 854 bk.. oh ya! almost 4got 1 thing.. ting was veri humourous!! she keep on saying tis : "u noe hor, tis's e 1st time i take tis type of bus (TIBS bus) leh.. veri nice hor tis bus??.." n we took alot of time.. cos we were lost at sembawang n yishun.. hahahaha!!!! i wondered if wq wasnt there ytd, i think ting n me gonna reached hm at 10 plus sia.. keke..

tis incident tells me: nv go to sembawang n yishun anymore.. muahahahaha!!!

posted by regina koh @ 11:47 AM



Wednesday, July 20, 2005


2day's weather sux! raining heavily early in e morning but was damn hot during e noon.. bang!!! abt e NYAA camp, june's going to organise 1.. actu was setted on tis fri but lotsa ppl think it's too rush so changed to next wk.. lotsa discussions aft our lunch at e games area.. almost everyone was there.. the discussions lead to some disagreement.. 1 of dem is e venue, some wanna go pasir ris some wanna go east coash but in e end decided to go east coast.. cos majority choose east coast.. haha.. hmm.. e greatest disagreement is, someone cannot make next fri, due to her family thingy which i heard.. it wasnt tat we didnt put ourselves in her shoes, it's tat we cannot delay anymore.. no parents would allow their children to go camping during lunar 7th month which started 2 wks later.. superstitious rite? but it isnt anyone's fault, better b safe den sorry rite?? den she kind of "vented her anger" to me in e toilet, gave me face n bang e door lik e door ill-treated her b4... watever.. i'm not e only 1 who get tis.. june also.. pathetic us.. haha.. i hate tis "i tot ur say discuss as a clz but ur end up discussing on ur own!" tis sentence shoots alot of ppl.. watever.. it doenst reali matters to me.. as least i noe tat my attitude towards things is more positive den i tot.. mayb compared to her ba.. :)

i'm not going to sch early to discuss e camp thingy cos i nd to SLEEP!! haha.. slping is nw the most important thing to me.. i've been lacking of slp since tis semester started.. always feeling giddy tis few days.. n it's veri sudden... i'm fine while but feel lik faintin aft a few seconds.. i CAN'T faint!! cos ting's unable to carry me!! haha!! 1 more thing, i promised to save money but........ i spent again ytd, i bought a nw jacket (blue wif some shining "powder").. quite cheap actu.. $18.90 nia.. hav to buy cos my old jacket kanna bleach by red color... veri obvious.. cos i wore it tis morning as my nw jacket was still washing in progress.. i asked ard 10 ppl, 9 of dem said tat the red color is quite or veri obvious!! noe wat i replied?? i reply "hey, tis is call fashion okay?? style hor! i hav leh, u dun hav lor.. bleh!!!" feel kinda childish to do tat but no choice cos it's e onli way to prevent my embarrass.. haha...

posted by regina koh @ 7:53 PM



Monday, July 18, 2005


today is a tiring day.. couldn't slp well last nite.. tat's y.. hmm.. got co-op today.. den continue wif 2 hrs lesson.. BSA!! sianz.. den ting n me were too bored durin BSA, we flood e tag board.. haha.. i think it has become our "chatroom" liao.. haha.. bo bian.. mrs chew lesson is abit boring.. haha.. hw i wish e time table can change!!! mrs thanni also said tat changin e time table will b better for us.. but some still weren't willin to change.. so wat we can do??!! up to dem.. anyway, it dun reali make any difference to co-op helpers... :P


posted by regina koh @ 6:42 PM



Thursday, July 14, 2005


the time-table actually was gonna to change..
for the better..
BUT, almost half of e clz disagree.. dunno y...
it's fine for anyone to agree or disagree wif it..
i'm reali reali fine wif it as every1 can decide he/she likes..
but is there a nd to make awful comments on co-op helpers???
it's isnt our fault to cause e time-table turn out is tis stage, neither is the tr's fault!!
it's e sch management okay??!!
wat for push all e blame to co-op helpers n trs??
arent U veri selfish?? since U dun lik e time-table den change la..
they're asking e clz for opinion to change n U also dun wan...
if tat's e case, den KEEP UR BIG FAT MOUTH SHUT!!
stop all those comments!
dare to say no use, must dare to do!
U dare??
i dun think so...
cos U're juz a f**king bitch who noe hw to use ur mouth n say!
use ur action to prove ur "braveness" by going to e section head!
U dare?
i doubt it!
n for the 1 who's super hum, i reali "pity" u alot..
hw much u wish e time-table could b change but in e end voted for NOT changing juz becos u're afraid of offending clzmates..
yUckS! so fake! is there a nd to b so fake???!!!
but is true la, sometimes we must b fake mah..
or else no 1 likes u wor!!
but hor, i ban bu dao leh..
i juz lik to show my happy n unhappiness on my face..
bo bian..
i'm born to b lik tis..
unlik u, a potential actress sia..
*"cLapS"*
hw i "wish" i can act as well as U!!!!
ACTRESS!!!!
tis yr star award i think u're e best suit "actress" to get arhz..
fann wong zoe tay all out liao la..
u in liao..
star award leh..
act dao ur bf "luv" u sOooo muchie sia..
*"envious"*!!!
*no offend to any1, juz wanna write abt my feelings 2wards tis 2 actresses. Dun ask me hu're dem cos i feel disgust! Thank You! :)*

posted by regina koh @ 8:45 PM



Tuesday, July 12, 2005


ARGHZ!!!!! feeling damn "pek chey" tis few days!! feel lik scolding whoever is in front of me, even they have done nth wrong!! hate tis type of feeling.. my attitude during tis few days damn sux sia! yUckS! hate tis type of attitude yet i behave tis way.. arGhZ!!!!! is there any medicine can cure tis feeling?? tis unpleasant feeling.. the short temper.. if i change it to a nicer way, it shd b, i dun lik to act.. act calm n feel easy when i'm NOT! i'm not a natural actress k! i cant act as if nth has happened cos it had! shit!

still confusing whether going to NYAA badminton tml anot.. c.. such a small little thing.. but i can b so bothered! bothered of whether going anot.. bothered of SHD i go anot.. i think it makes no difference anyway.. juz 1 more person if i go n juz less a person if i'm absent from it! life reali SUX! saw all those "wars"... "results war".. i always tot tat getting a good results can makes one n his/her frens n family feel happy.. but i've NV NV tot tat getting a good results ALSO can makes some1 HATES u to core! no matter u're a fren to her anot.. u 2 (or more) will juz become enemy.. mayb some will not show out, but deep in their heart, they're enemies long long ago.. juz becos of? RESULTS!!!

posted by regina koh @ 7:59 PM



Monday, July 11, 2005


here's a test i did in a webby.. hmm.. i think is quit true ba.. can go n try on ur own!! :) http://quizbox.com/personality/?pg=3

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on educationEducation is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.


The right job for you:
You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:
Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

posted by regina koh @ 9:38 PM



Friday, July 08, 2005


shd hav blog ytd but was lazied.. hee... hmm.. ytd a guy approahed ting to join e "Mr & Ms ITE College Central" thingy.. den ting joined aft kanna abit of "sabo".. keke.. she keep on asking me to join wif her but i dun wan cos i noe if i joined, i'm wasting e $5 registered fee.. haha..

2day, i accompanied ting to Mac ITE for selection.. n... i joined e contest LAST MINUTE! haha.. cos aft some tots, though i noe i surely wont get into e and selection, but there'll b FREE goodie bags for all participants!!! n it worth $20!!! so i joined.. ha.. erm.. sounds abit "gain ben" rite? nvm la. play play nia.. haha.. we reach there at 1.30pm (late).. we waited til 3.45pm lik tat den go in for "interview".. hmm.. e auditorium was damn cold sia.. e air-con there lik free de lik tat..haha.. luckily onli stayed there for awhile nia.. haha.. aft e interview, i regretted joining!!! cos the person told me tat the Goodie Bag can onli claim on e actual day wif our receipt.. biang.. if i noe earlier, i WON'T join!!!!!!!!!!!!! kanna cheated! hUmpX!!!!

1 more thing! e guy hu approahed ting ytd lik damn look A-Goh!!!! reali alike lor.. lik twins wor!! nv seen such a similiar ppl b4 lor.. lik photocopy de.. haha...

posted by regina koh @ 8:09 PM



Tuesday, July 05, 2005


I AM TIRED!!! DAMN TIRED!!! every mon to wed r the most tiring days of the week.. my whole body is kinda "sour".. the feeling is lik my hands n legs r getting apart from my body.. e PE tr la.. siao de.. do so many exercise.. hai me every mon n tues so tired.. ytd played badminton wif ting, doreen n xiufen.. i'm a team wif xiufen.. hmm... as usual, i played badly.. haha..

went co-op buy chocolate.. we told e gal wif r helper le she still didnt gib us discount lor.. shit! the chocolate got 5cents discount lor.. though is 5cents only but my main point doesn't lie on e amount of money.. is the ATTITUDE she gave.. damn SUX!! 5cents nia.. u wan i gib u lor.. bLeahX!!!

the new M&M chocolate super nice sia.. n not ex lor.. too bad cannot eat too often.. cos i'm getting fatter n fatter le.. since sch starts.. though i hate wking (at the f**king place) but i dun seems or shd say i dun hav the chance to get fatter when it comes to wking period.. haiz.. lame.. haha..

still deciding whether shd continue wking at the same old place or change a job (end of yr).. but it seems kinda early for me to decide nw.. hmm.. abit confuse.. tat day went tpy shoppin wk past e shop n saw celia.. saw her wearing e uniform.. biang.. i reali dun wish to wear e uniform lor.. red color de leh.. n the logo is SO big!!! scare ppl dunno the shop's name izzit??!! n heard tat somebody "ill-speak" of me!!! hello! "M" size uniform is juz nice for me! i REALI dun nd "L" size!!! :P uniform is one of the reason y i dun wish to continue wking there.. cos it look so "auntie".. -_-"""

posted by regina koh @ 7:45 PM



Sunday, July 03, 2005


2day went out wif ting.. we acc wq to tpy as he's wking.. den we walk ard there.. we kind of lost our way at tpy.. hehe.. we 2 veri 2pid wor.. i juz wk there a mth ago yet i can lost my way at TPY!!! ting also.. she la.. nv inform me tat i walk the wrong way.. haiz.. but cannot blame her la.. cos she got STM (short term memory) pathetic.. hehe..

aft tt we took 157 to jurong point.. took abt 1hr plus sia.. nearly fall aslp.. jurong point is bigger den wat i'd expected.. ya! tis's my veri 1st time to jurong point.. kinda weird sia.. but i'm stayin in hg wor.. keke..

took mrt hm aft shoppin at j.point.. &.. sth funny happened which was the highlight for 2day!! b4 we reach the mrt station..

me: ting, here de mrt is green line (boon lay), i tot is red de leh..
ting: no lor.. is RED de! i came here b4..
me: u color blind huh.. is green de lor!
ting: no lor.. is RED de! must trust me..

den when we walk 2wards the station ("quarrelling" at e same time), ting suddenly kept quiet n.. we both laugh out loud!! haha.. veri 2pid rite.. isnt she color blind??!! the board showed tat it's GREEN line le she still insisted tat's "red" line!! biang... gonna faint sia..

den we change to NE line at outram.. on e way bk, we tok alot.. reali alot.. suddenly feel tat we both have grown up.. in our thinkin.. hmm.. tat's gd but hav to face up alot of things..

to ting: dun think too much k.. anything juz gif me a call!! i'll b ur free "counsellor" muahahaha!!:)

posted by regina koh @ 9:05 PM



Saturday, July 02, 2005


hmm.. a new skin is up.. keke.. cute hor.. hee.. feel tat still left out sth but dunno wat's left out.. or shd say my html is damn lousy.. haha.. actu, not alot ppl noe i got blog.. i think tat's quite gd.. cos i can blog watever i wan.. keke..

posted some photos which were taken on thurs n 1 was taken tis aftnoon.. ting came my hse to find details for our ofp project.. we're doing on disney.. we've found the history n lotsa cute pixs sia.. damn cute lor.. den ting stay at my hse for dinner cos her mama didnt cook.. den chat alot in my room.. reali alot.. haha..

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