Tuesday, July 12, 2005
ARGHZ!!!!! feeling damn "pek chey" tis few days!! feel lik scolding whoever is in front of me, even they have done nth wrong!! hate tis type of feeling.. my attitude during tis few days damn sux sia! yUckS! hate tis type of attitude yet i behave tis way.. arGhZ!!!!! is there any medicine can cure tis feeling?? tis unpleasant feeling.. the short temper.. if i change it to a nicer way, it shd b, i dun lik to act.. act calm n feel easy when i'm NOT! i'm not a natural actress k! i cant act as if nth has happened cos it had! shit!
still confusing whether going to NYAA badminton tml anot.. c.. such a small little thing.. but i can b so bothered! bothered of whether going anot.. bothered of SHD i go anot.. i think it makes no difference anyway.. juz 1 more person if i go n juz less a person if i'm absent from it! life reali SUX! saw all those "wars"... "results war".. i always tot tat getting a good results can makes one n his/her frens n family feel happy.. but i've NV NV tot tat getting a good results ALSO can makes some1 HATES u to core! no matter u're a fren to her anot.. u 2 (or more) will juz become enemy.. mayb some will not show out, but deep in their heart, they're enemies long long ago.. juz becos of? RESULTS!!!
posted by regina koh @ 7:59 PM