Thursday, March 09, 2006
i saw his msn pic to b a gal's photo. a pretty gal. i smsed him n asked hw's he. of cos we started a conversation via sms. n i "lead" him to e qns of galfrens. he said he won't hav gf for e time-being. OMG! stop all those sickening lies! i cried tt nite n told mama e main reason y i quitted. she's shocked!
mama said; i'm xing fu le. though he no longer lik me but he did.
i rather he nv lik me b4!
i've stopped thinkin of e meaning of "to be loved". since his heart is no longer wif me, no point i continue to b sad n crying everyday for him. i MUST b happy! keeping some1 who doesn't lik u anymore in ur mind hurts more den trying hard to 4get! i rmbed i said i nd n wan at least an explaination from him but nw, i DUN WAN it anymore! i juz wan to b happy :)
I'M SURE I'LL FIND SOME1 BETTER DEN U! U'RE NTH!!!
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btw, i'm "accepted" by ITE bishan again!!! yeah!!! accounting course seh.. imagine few yrs later i'll b a OL!!! ARGHZ!!! wat a boring job!
posted by regina koh @ 6:14 PM