Saturday, March 04, 2006
i sms him last nite but no reply from him. once he c my nick on msn, he put 'busy' n changed to 'online' right aft i change my nick. i reali couldn't take it anymore so i did a ridiculous thing today. not for once but twice! i dunno when i've become lik tt. i was nv lik tt b4! i think i've changed. i'm trying hard to change for e better. to become a more positive person. but i think no 1 esp him will 4gif when i did. i mean, is e reason "i did it cos i love him too much n i reali can't 4gif him" a gd one or stupid? or those who r reading tis might think tt i'm stupid or wanting to put e fault aside by giving e above reason. i dunno but i hope e above reason given isn't e REAL reason. i would rather e reason is; i reali CHANGED den can't 4getting him!
anyway, today i wk wif jessic n isabel. oh my! isabel is reali hyper active!!! haha! she tok n laugh non-stop n e way she drink water reali scares me! she brought 2 bottles of water! BIG bottles okay. n yet she can said she 'lack of water' during aft noon -_-". but it's fun wking wif her, i was actually feeling pretty upset n feel lik crying tis morning but e way she treats ppl made me laugh n feel much more better :)
i heard tt there's a company dinner next mon so shops will close at 3pm. erm i not sure whether a part timer lik me who juz joined e company was invited anot haha.
is there a medicine which can cure my 'illness'? which means i can 4get whatever unhappy things which i dun wanna to rmb anymore! i juz wan a new life!
my chest is hurting now, yes NOW!
posted by regina koh @ 6:58 PM